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• I'm not strong as what u think... But I'm not weak too...

• I'm not that good as what u expect I will be... But I'm beta than last time already...

• I don't care if u wanna take other's life as a topic... But don't judge mine...

• I don't speak doesn't mean that I agree with it... Just don't make me Boom...

Every times the thing i did, I just think of myself and go for it... I want the thing as it becomes my target... Never care of others thinking and the problems will cause at the end. Keep the problem inside my heart, either will solve it myself, or escape from the problem... That's what I can do when I'm alone... Chinese said, 我行我素... Cause of this, I might hurt someone that care about me... 

I've think it before the message sent out... 

Cause of I don't want him to worry, I don't wanna tell ;

Cause I don't want him to misunderstanding me again and want him to be the 1st one who knows my problems, I choose to tell...

I have to learn to tell him, cause I'm not alone now... and I'm learning...

The conversation between my mom and I makes me very down of it... I've tried to control my emotion... I don't want the things to be happened again. I changed the topic as what i used to do. I keep drinking water cause I tend to control my voice and temper...

Again... the thing I wanna said... Don't judge me from N years ago compare to Now!! 

"They" have no the right to comment about my life! Please!! Don't ever compare the "knowledge of girls" inside their mind with me. Just will make my life miserable with that...

What they want me to do??? 

"I'll stay single forever and just fight for my life..." i do told this before, cause I thought I'll not meet someone in my life again. I've almost give up in relationship... until I met Him... 

I know they're care about me and my future... and I know what I'm doing now... 

I know that the person who really care and loves u will not simply give up easily and leave u cause of distance and any other problems... They will stay beside u, face and solve the problems together... I'm truly hope that i found the right person this time~ Even I will not know what will happening next, but I wanna make sure that this time my choice is correct!! and it is not an easily broken glasses... Let me fight for my Love for the last time~