Bye Bye... =')

I've been stop for blogging quite a while d, the reason is i'm very busy. If I sit infront of laptop and start to blog, it'll take my times for at least 2 hours, cause i wanna make it nice. =)
I thought i gonna blog about my KL trip this time.. But no, something very big happen currently.. And you'll not gonna expect it.

That's what my feeling.. I don't believe it could be happened. When I get the news, I was at my working place. My brain full of questions that I couldn't solve. I just able to guess it, and the answer is only for myself... No ones know it in detail...


I was suppose to be in KL for Citibank Fair. and stay for one more night for Astro Battleground Final 2010.. Cause my friends gonna perform on that at Sunway Giza.Fresh Beat Rockers (Soo, Den, Yi Fan, Wei Lit, Dyi) and Mustang Crew (I only know Charles..).. Things happened out of sudden, and I thought I'm still going to KL.. Anyway, good luck to all my friends who gonna perform for the show~ Hope there'll have pics for me..


While I was packing things for the next day trip, I couldn't feels that I will be able to go and play at there.. It's meaningless for now.. I have to choose the right one cause this is the only once, and will be the last time in my life... I make up my mind suddenly and send a message to my boss, informing him that I couldn't make it to KL anymore... Stop packing for the KL's trip, and start to pack to back hometown...


I get up early in the morning as usual as I go to work, but I was ready to back. Once my mom came to pick me up at bus station, lots of questions I've asked her. My sis reached after 3 hours i arrived. Then we're ready to there. I saw the faces that in a very down condition. I stepped in with a smile face, don't wish to affect them. When I hold the things to pray, my tears dropped unconsciously. I couldn't believe what had happened and what's in front of me.. I try my best, to stop this bad feeling. And try my best, to see it with a strong one. I've tried all my best... Only with a strong one, just will be able to comfort the persons beside.. I walked away cause it's very hard for me... Try to change to a better mood, so that I'll be able to comfort others..


The last day, I was hesitating that to see him for the last time. Cause I was so afraid that I couldn't hold my feeling. I'm still went to see.. Just for the last time... I wish that I can stand there and see him for a while, but the times are not waiting... When the process going, it was like stick on my heart.
It's very very painful... It's very hard for everyone, especially his family. I hope they'll be strong and keep lifes better..


The memories with him will be with us forever. He is a very very tall guy, once a basketball player, a graffiti enthusiast, a designer that always keep a smile face in my heart... Bye bye.. Rest in Peace, Champ~ I'll miss him always...



*p/s: Uncle n Aunty, Shaun, Joanne and Jovaynne,Take care and stay tough.. God Bless.