crazy night experience ever...

what a crazy night i had yesterday...

it was a last night for me to celebrate chinese new year with my friends... what i mean last night is the chinese new year last night to have fun for this year...

i had drink too much...

i had talk too much...

i had laugh and shout too much...

and i had did lots of stupid thing...

that makes myself looks like an idiot...

haha...

i still can remember what i had did last night in ah Chong's house...

but...

honestly...

not every things that i had spoke...

cause i had spoke lots and nonsent...

i have no idea...

why...

the "things" can be drop without any reason...

and im still laughing after that...

i think i had crazy...

maybe that's what's my friends will think that to me too...

i have no idea...

why...

suddenly i felt afraid...

what am i afraid of...???

what's the thing inside me that i don't know...???

i wanna preasure everything infront me and what i have...

because i felt...

anything can be happened in a second...

something can be disappeared in a moment...

and you couldn't get to catch it...

ah Chong asked me...

what is inside my heart now...?

i couldn't give him an answer...

i don't know...

i'm just like... i have lost myself...

Jamie always said to me...

i'm just bluffing to myself...

actually i already have the answer in early ago...

hmmm...

i just can said... maybe she read my mind...

or maybe... she knows what i feels...

or maybe... she is just guess... haha...

i had already forget what time i get to sleep...

i was too blur last night...

and what i hate to admit... i was...

 "drunk"... =.=!!!

he followed back of my car to my house...

because it's very dangerous for me to drive that way... 

even i had..."drunk"=.=!!!

but i still remember to set my alarm... haha...

because i have a mission today in Penang...

i force myself to wake up at 10am...

my plan is :  woke up at 10am, get prepared and tidy things to bring back to Penang.

:  depart at 11am, because i can reach Penang in an hour time... haha...

:  reach studio at 12pm, because ah Soo wanna training for the Master Q's performance...

but nows the fact :  really get up from bed at 10.10++am, called ah Guan because i still remember i have to confirm once again is it he drive back...(the memory before i drink.kekez...)

:  10.20++am, clean and get prepared to go back Penang...

:  11am, eat my breakfast... (Wan Loh... =.=)

:  get everything in car and depart at 11.40++am...

:  drive in highway at 11.50++am...

:  1.15++pm reached studio...

i was so blur today...

i felt so tired n sleepy...

i have Wan Loh as my breakfast, somemore it's curry flavor...

i couldn't eat much... i have no appetite to eat today...

when i drove in highway...

i just felt that...

" what a boring journey... "

i drove very fast, but i was not concentrate in driving...

i felt disgusting...

my mind always spin and hang...

i wished that my brain can stop for a moment...

then i did something dangerous...

i text Su-Nee while im driving...

she said this is what called "hangover".

but after i reach studio and dance a little and sweats some some...

i felt better...

still...

Dance can release me... ^^

i have "lost" Volleyball...

but i'm glad that i still have Dance...