Spoken Heart, Silent Lips: happy and emo night in the new year...

what am i bothering???

why i just felt disappointment for this new year???

like no point to celebrate it...

people always said...

幸福是靠自己争取的

but i said...

快乐是靠自己争取的

u can be happy also if u find out some method to get urself happy...

already busy for a whole day...

i had invited lots of my secondary school friends come to my house just now...

i was so happy that my friends are here~

im glad...^^

even the things had happened few years ago, but there still a gap...

causing they felt so awkward... really felt so sorry to them...

but there's nothing d...

i had told my mom about that... everything already fine...

i would like to list out who had accepted my invite jz now...

chatting with YiFin now n i get my words again...

U GET EVERYTHING WHEN U ARE IN SINGLE, BUT THE HARD THING IS WHEN U ARE IN LONELINESS.

U GET ONLY A PERSON LOVE WHEN U ARE IN LOVE AND U HAVE NO FREEDOM TO DO MUCH THINGS, BUT U WILL FEEL SWEET AND DON CARE FOR ANYTHING ELSE.

U LEARN LOTS OF THING AFTER U ARE IN LOVE; U LEARN NOTHING BEFORE U ARE IN LOVE.

drinking a very lame beer alone now... wif blogging...

chinese said...喝闷酒

the very very bored alcohol for me...

actually,i have no idea what am i afraid of...

im not suppose to be like that...

i have not dare enough to get what i want now...

i have bother about too much of problem cause...

i wish everyones care about me will get their happiness too...

but why i still feels that there is something less?!

somebody gonna tell me why???

izzit because i had grow up and my thinking will be more complicated???

Spoken Heart, Silent Lips