mood down say smile~

when i'm still sleeping...

my sista called me and ask me about the Cambridge tuition thingy...

i hope she can continue the tuition in Penang seems now she already start her study here...

but, the thing i cant help her is... Transport.

the way from Tj. Bungah to the tuition centre is quite far...

i talk with my mom about that thingy too...

she asked me to help her... like borrow vehicle from fren to fetch her...

i said, don own a tranport will be a bit troublesome cause cant get to the place u wanna go...

then we talk til my house Atos, very troublesome..

a lots of problem, and my dad had spend a lots to fix the problem...

still, it's hard to recover...

i don't want them to spend so much of money on this kinda useless car!

i asked my mom to sell it!

beta than u always throw the money to fix the car that unable to recover...

i know why they don't wanna sell it, cause they think it's not worth...

but then, if keep using it will be more not worth...

my knowledge to this kinda stuff is weak, so im not able to persuade them from selling it...

my mom also got talk with me about our expenses at here...

seems my sis already here to start her study, the financial burden increase...

she asked me to save as i can...

and i was thinking...

then why?

why she still can plan to let me go study oversea??

i know it's for my future good and can help them in financial thingy after i graduate from there...

BUT!!

seems they are worrying about the financial problem, i was thinking to ask them stop to think about the study plan for me to oversea...

i don't know why...

every time we talk about the financial thingy, sure will makes my mood down...

about the thing that i wish to have, i still insist to have it!

but, not now...

i will try my best to get it myself!!!

my mood down...

i wish to have someone to tell...

i wish there will be someone here for me...

i told that my mood down...

i wish i could tell what's the thing that makes me down...

but...

im not good in telling that...

im still, dunno how to say it out...

his caring... really good...

until the good will makes me confuse...

i don't wanna think it much...

i don't wanna let the "thing" drop...

i told myself, "Take a breath, and Smile~ Everything will be fine~ ^^"