a thing at a wrong time

what is the suitable thing for me to do??

i'm tired recently... it's the kinda psychological tired...

i felt like im going into a situation that i didn't go into for a long time already...

again... i felt the heartbeat...

i felt the familiar feeling...

but...

maybe... i meet someone at the wrong time...

or maybe... i go at the wrong time...

trying to trick out what's the thinking of him...

finally, i get the answer... that's not what i want...

so... what can i do???

i felt like im a stupid again... makes the feeling myself... 

only myself...

just hide it up... as usual... that i used to do...

just be quiet... and smile...

a caring heart, that make me don't know how to reply...

a thank you and a smile from me, to appreciate what he really care...