Hard

Sometimes peoples said, It's nice when it's blur, it's hurting when it's clear...

But when it was confusing, and a clear answer needed for the question...

It's clear now...

But why??

it's has changed to a hard situation after that...

It is seriously pain...

That's not the pain from skin...

Can't take it any more... Seriously...

More laughter needed to hide the weak, the true of self...

More pain needed to cover up the real pain...

Sorry...

You don't need to know why...

Has try to accept what you want,

But doesn't means promise...

so please... Don't care about me...

It's tired...

Tired of everything...

Honestly,

There is the feeling of giving up of life...

Another hard lessons to go through...

Too stubborn, too strict to myself and can't let go myself... 

Will only makes me gone crazy one day...

常常守不住手裏的東西。。。守不住最愛。。。

還是很捨不得。。。放不開。。。

害怕失去，使到自己更痛。。。

很想把自己撕掉，不再知道痛。。。

說出來，倒不如把話給吞回去吧。。。

因爲知道得到的會是無奈，雖然會有點辛苦，但把話留在心裏面，總會比說出來開心點吧。。。

太多太多的事情收在心裏了，總有一天會一發不可收拾。。。

就不知從何開始，再也不跟人訴心事。。。
脾氣又變得暴躁，

也變得越來越累了。。。

p/s: I'm always the stupid who believes and the person who failed to manage it... The mood is just too bad right now and I'm very tired really... Just Smile, I'll do it again for an every new day...