What a Sept...

September...

What a September...

Oh-my-mind...
Downn.....

Lot's of things to worry... to think of...

Seriously, I started to hate September now...

Nothing is going smoothly in September...

Used to gossip others matters among friends...

Talk loud and keep laughing, so that all the matters can be covered by the noise...

Yeah~ It do...

I want my life full of laughers~

Maybe cause of that,

I've no speak to anyone about my "heart problems" for such a long time d...

(The heart problems can be lots of matters, so please don't think that "Heart" problems is only about relationship.)

Realize that,

I didn't look for listener...

I didn't seek for any advise since long time ago...

I just keep and keep myself, and think of the solution myself...

Thought that I'm strong and able to do or solve everything myself...

Thought that I'm independent and don't wanna bother anyone...

I'm too stubborn to let go myself, and gotta go crazy if keep doing this to myself...

Feels like I lost my "direction" again...

Feels helpless...

Feels wanna release all out!!

I'm so stress...

Hope there'll be someone suitable here to listen to me...

Staring... Blank out...
I'm trying...

*p/s : feels like crying, but i just don't let it happen... i need you, but don't let you know... haihh.... ='(